No Mere Rogue Kid

1: its so bored here .. i`ve nth to do ..

2: drank 3 cups of orange juice during my lunch break in school , my usual is only 1 or 2 cups

3: edric sat on my table and still pms-ing ...

4: for some unknown reason i went to D&T classes which lasts untill 5.50 instead of my favourite chemistry class which ends at 3.30

5: felt like banging my head on the wall now ..

6: starhub is offically in my hate list , they billed me $124 this month ... <-bastards

7: my mom made some noise when she sees the bill..

8: a ship just sank and did not think of it since 2pm

9: tml is teacher`s day .. and wed is holiday ! yeahh !

10 : i just cut my nails and time to find chocolates ... =P

ok ok been really busy (lazy) to update my my blog .. whahaha finally found some time , fri went riding and first time test ride my second hand SID on my stag , bought a few new upgrades like a new handle bar an grips for it and a new stem for my mosso .. so far no complains.. the SID rebound does not work and the lock out got problem other than that no problems (dun forget how much i paid for it)

sat watched the bourne supermacy (it really rocks! u guys shd watch it !) , all agreed but gerald nvr came ... damm ... peck is a bastard , when samuel ask to go home he ask him to stay , collin ask to go home he ask himto stay , caspa ask to go home he ask him to stay , i ask to go home he asked me to leave , what a fucker !!! @$$#*!& .... ok fine i stayed cant allow him get all the fun ... collin seems to have verbal diarrhoea,he cant seem to stop himself from talking in the movies , making comments and describing the movie,once he shouted "nc16 nc16 !" when he sees nipples in the swatch advitisement some how it gives me a feeling we have brought a 8 yr old out to watch his first movie (dude ur aready 18 pls at least act like one) ... ps: the last thime we brought him out he was all right .. wahaha

today went ridin again , went ecp slacked got a little sun burnt .. since last sat jess has still not call me out or even msged me .. things went -> /\/\/\_/\__/\___/\_____/\________
oh well ....

http://www.mejoe.com/images/movies/wrecklessdriving.mpeg <-- u guys shd really watch video .. .OUTCH ! ps: i`ve been watching it for the last one hr ...

today is sunday ... had tut in the morning slacked the whole day then planned to go riding at 430, just as i was about to go ask my mum for permission , she asked me to go dinner with them .. dammed .. followed them all the way to bugis and eat steamboat which was so ex and not only that u still have to cook it urself ! bastards ! the boss was also so bloody fat that he could get fined $5000 for just entering the mrt with flammable substance ! my sis got herself a new nokia 7610 and they gave away a addidas watch worth $109 which she gladly gave it to me hehehe ... well i think its the most expensive thng ever worn on my wrist other than my $18 watch ..

*nth much happened today
*i`m still admiring the watch since 9am
*tml got school sian ..
*having sore throat and my voice changed into into some stupidly sounding fuck ...

ok ok .. today`s plan was supposed to eat , play arcade and catch the movie AVP(aliens vs predator) but obvousely some fuck nuts have to screw it all up ... ok ok was being childish when i left the train at kallang and came back half way ... so they decided to go bugis and play arcade but gerald was not allowed as he was under 16 ... so he had to stand out side and watch them play , then went to have lunch , we left there and waited for samuel this is where te trouble came ... everyone started unable to make up their minds for some reason , samuel said he "watched" the movie (which we tested him by asking he ending which he couldnt ans) and said it was lame wtf ! just as river from tgp one said... "If you want to disprove any or many aspects of well-founded scientific knowledge, every person on the planet is free to do so with research that shows the earlier work is limited or false. If someone says, "I think this house is haunted", they should say exactly what this means, and how precisely they have just disproved vast subdisciplines of biology and physics"(in shorter terms do no buy any thing they have said see it for ur self) ... they continued not making up their minds and gerald left (oops u guys just hit the treshold) ... tried to persuade him back but no avail , so we left for orchard road and went far east plaza saw a gal in gothic and casper made a fool of himself there when the shop owner told him off when his hands begain to itch wahaha... went lido cinema again still they cant make up their fucking minds , samuel wants to watch "quill" which is about the story of a fucking dog (oh please i rather be thrown off the building than to watch the show!) , casper wants to watch either AVP or twin effect, peck wants to watch twin effect which is full of stupid looking props and special effects that look like they paid some monkeys to do the job ...as for me i sticked to the plan watch AVP ... they also gave some suggestions like sneaking in into some nc16 show which obviousely u need to be 16 before entering the shows are ferenthight 911 (which i rather watch the news) , open waters ( which i rather go home and watch porn) and colleteral (obviousely some of them are underage) .. end up no movie ... so samuel decided to see girls playing billard <- fucking despo, but ended up did not go again... they decided to eat dinner again but this time i left them , went home and ate dinner instead (i feel that this is the smartest desision i ever made) whaha ..

*edric still pmsing
*peck has be trying to avoid responsibility the whole day
*sa-mule has been trying to give lame suggestions the whole day like the fuckin jap dog movie and threatens to go home
*caspa cant make up his mind
*gerald damm tu lan ...
*nice fucking day..
*this script shd be put to nc-16(exceive vulgular language)
*its always better to go out wit gals than them as they wont be as choosy as them !

*edric still pms-ing for god knows when ..
*just finished tution...
*yesterday fell ill with a real bad sore throat it feels as though i had eaten sand paper ... muz have been all the d&t work, fevers up to 38degrees, muscle ache all around and i was supposed to update my blog yesterday .. my friend`s father passed (oh fuck..) away on tue due to cancer, his classmates wrote to the princpal for permission to attend the wake and a good excuse not to go school ... bastards...

*edric still having pms since last fri ... every time he looks at me always give me tat "face" .. fucker and demanded tat i change my attitude plus say sorry(for fuck?!?!) to him ... oh just rembered another "alano wannabe" .... childish fuck nuts

*today nth much happed except sleeping most of the time ..

*decide to leave school 30 min earlier than most students since monday ...

*7th month approached yesterday

*too lazy to update my blog on mon

today gave up my GT performer to jess (dun ask me y) , using one hand skillfully holding one bike while riding the other from pasir ris to tamp ... expected to see one person alone but came her maid ... cool -_-" ... not bad fo some one who has not ride much and able to carry her maid in an instant ,switched bikes and i get to carry her and sometimes her maid , went to meet audrey and her new bf at 800+ tampinese .. ate and left for jess`s house soon after , she tries to cut my hair but gave up as my hair is too thick (i think) and she tries to cut it using a scissors so tiny tat it would take almost forever ... left her house after that

meet collin on my way home and decided to go pasir ris park .. he has cut his hair(look like cock hair tho) ... at pasir ris ,did not know wad got into me and i asked her "will u be something something something"<-- readers pls dun think too much... i muz had a faulty wiring or a blown motherboard ... oh well ...

feeling so cock now ...



Wished that if only i just cycle all my desires , fear , troubles away and gaining total ultimate freedom in a world which u won be judged , timeless ...

// posted by Free~Agent @ Tuesday, August 17, 2004 0 comments

today after my common test geog (which obviously i cant pass again..) went home slacked then "ring ring u`ve got a call" ring tone .. zoomed off to meet those 2 again , but this time there is one more (which i kinda forget her name) plus audrey`s new bf but this time th situation is much better , made a bet with jesslyin that they wont last more than 3weeks lol evil me ... went to catch catwoman not bad but some parts seems unreal (not smooth) but still better than the house of flying daggers which dosent have a head or tail ... sent jesslyin home i feel kinda bias tho (for some reason..)

went home slacked then went out for dinner at changi village the food was nice and everything was "great" the fans are blowing "cool" air , the place was "airy" , "no ppl" and there was a very "thin" smell of chilli irritates ur eyes when the fans blows at ur face .. while was eating i think i ate a landmine .. i think my tongue and lips can almost burst into flames without the 2 sugar canes juice , when i walked out i felt as though i had 2 hotdogs on my mouths ... fuck...

ps: the place has full of ah guas(males tat dress as female and injects female hormones in them) after 10 pm .. girls watch out for ur bf when u are ard there and on tat time .. btw they dislike real females (for some reason i do not know)

today , slacked whole day in school ... did not even bother to do ant thing not even listening to teachers whaha

went cycling with peck , gerald and me , rode my mosso ... ate bugger king then played world combat got a field marshal rank (which is the highest) under 1 token beating gerald whahaha , then went to his house do nothing ...

i`m almost too lazy to even write this blog ..

hehe borrowed torque from gerald , well the show is not bad ..

time to call jess later ..

o levels oral was yesterday and i screwed it up by adding and deleting words plus i cant describe the bloody picture !! arrg . The teacher asked us how long we pracitced picture description and others ... well i said 1.5 hrs everyday which i din`t .. lazy me .. oh well

today is chinese o level`s result relasing date .. well it dosent bother me tho cos i`m taking CLB(chinese language basic) <-- basically for idiots .. back to topic , ppl gets A2 and cry , my friend gets a f9 an still can laugh , many ppl cried tat day mostly gals ..

bloody peck yong , tries to "bastard" me from the back instead he spilled my $0.30 bundung(rose syrup with milk) on my pants !wat an bloody idiot! spend the last 30 min trying to dry my freaking pants which turned pink (on the same time making m look as though i was masturbating) fuck ..

after school , went home changed and went out with jess and aud ... the aud`s mother came anc invited us all to swensen i was "forced" to order chicken bake rice they order some other things like fish and chips ...

sent jess home sfter that ..

Hehe went ndp yesterday , left home ard 130 meet audrey and jesslyin at kallang mrt ... hahah cool , the place was full of cops , feels that if u made any sudden move they could just shoot ur ass down there , went to eat bugger king near indoor stadium again more cops ... ndp was well ok , left just right after the presidet roll out of the stadium .. fire work was great , the thing was so bloody close that u could get internal injuries by just standing there every thing was so loud till now my ears are till ringing.. after that , we went to kallang kfc have a meal with jess sis and her bf .. then one of jes`s friends arrived and we decided to go somewhere <-- but dunno were yet .. then ah hua(aud`s ex) called and called to ask us to meet him near his house at geylang lor14 .. yea nice place to grow up and meet him tho .. the place is full of hookers and fierce ppl haha , then we decided to to go clark quay <--( not sure how to spell tho) .. one thing ah hua is really relentless asking aud to patch up with him ... oh well ... LOSER ! haha heared that he got 30 male and 20 female gina under him ... well wait till they grow up (or maybe they cant) and wonder how they face the future with no education , hanging out ard all the time i think *...


ps note* this is actually my second post ...

testing , testing , testing ..



okok , lets see actually this is the "future" ray talking here .. hmm as usual ppl would usually type testing to see weather it works as usual .. this is also the post which was not written untill now (the first post actually started ard july but give chance la cos can`t remember when hehe) .. well in a few days time my blog`s going to be already (or already) 1 yr old .. wow time really past so fast , looking back at my post sometimes really makes me feel dumb , used , bored , happy and proud at myself yeah .. well but i saw my mistakes and grown over it but .. some mistakes are still repeated even today .. today when i blog here and i might find the post cool but then next time when i come here again i might find it redundant , so heck its always a never ending vicious cycle ..

about me , well i`m a taurus they say taurus are predictable , wouldn`t take risk unless forced to and it really really takes a special person to understand me ... oh well , for one thing i feel that i can be really unpredictable and allowing my life spin out of control .. i also realised that i`m evil too , yeah evilllll ....cos i in society i did so much so called "bad things"(eg bitching about some churches , not giving to charity , stealing , etc etc etc) that the path of redemption is so far away that i can`t even see it .. oh well i`m going hell anyway .. if there`s any .. but then i`m still able to sleep at night as long i stick to my own pinciples and have a clear concious at the end of the day , if i some how did break any of those principles

1) make peace and compensate

2) if its even worse just try to let time heal all wounds


my greatest fear ; so afraid in the end dying alone in this world ... next fear is seeing some good souls not getting the proper treatment they deserve , then this is life , u can`t make everyone happy BUT you can at least try your best to help them and make do with what u got ...


2 things learnt so far .. hold no grudges and never hate cos in the end it never do you any good ..