No Mere Rogue Kid

nine days : story of a girl

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her, when she smiles

How many days in the year
She woke up with hope, but she only found tears
Actin' so insincere
Making the promises never for real
As long as she stands there waiting
Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes
How many days dissapear

You look in the mirror so how do you choose
Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls out quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say
This is the story of a girl

Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her, when she smiles

How many lovers would stay
Just to put up with this shit day after day
How do we wind up this way
Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say
As long as we stand here waiting
Wearing the clothes of the soles
I would choose
How do we get there today
If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes
Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls out quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her, when she smiles
Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls out quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
This is the story of a girl
Who's pretty face she hid from the world
And while she looked so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her, when she smiles

3 Doors Down: When I'm Gone

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There's secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...

Maybe I'm just blind...

Maybe I'm just blind...
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Love me when I'm gone...

When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this

But part of me is gone
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good

So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Maybe I'm just blind...

So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good

So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone...

Love me when I'm gone

When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone

okok .. maybe i ran out of titles ... tml is prelims and i still have not study yet ... help !! today math lesson i feel really really stupid ! i cant even do a single sum !! arrrh !! ok ok beatrice is sick today and still sick now ... edric did not come today .. yeahh !! (if u put 1 edric on the moon the moon will have 1 problem , if u put 2 edric on the moon the moon will have 2 problems , if u put all the edric in the moon the earth will have no problems !) ok ok i dun really hate him ... today went cycling at pasir ris park enjoyed the breeze and the sun (plus burn a few posers too) wahaha .. came back fell asleep for ard 30 min ... have not sign my progress report .. so screwd .. wished tml i can write longer for my compo and enough time to list out all the points ..

hmm .. my typing has improved i think ... well i try to update my blog everyday .. my blog is plain and simple not fancy (pretty obvious ya ? haha) ... desions, desions, desions ... well i think i`m too lazy to write aready haha .. bye !

i think i`m gettng lazier and lazier ... have not even start studying or update my blog yet arrg... lalalala ... whole holiday stayed at home go out but hardly cycle and tat`s a bad thing .. a vey bad thing ... ha .. mostly been out with beatrice most of the time either watch movie or just hanging out .. i think no one reads my blog anymore so who cares ? i think i can even type rubbish here ..dfhavhelflvaqhrwekarlyvlaldflvanflaweaehrawhrdfj;saffsfh...

wahahaha ... hmm somethings really set me wondering wads happen if i die tomorrow ? wad is other ppl thinking ? wad impact have i made ? hmm .... desions, desions, desions .... shd i cross the road without looking left or right ? shd i just go do a one story drop off with my bike even if if have no confidence ? shd i block jesslyin on the msn ? shd i disappear ? shd i lock myself in my own world ? ..

(so fucking special , i wished i could be special , but i`m a creep , i don`t belong here ...) creep by radiohead

been really lazy lately .. help .. plus there`s also some things i cant put in my blog (but there things i can) .. edric still having pms aka post menstruation syndrome oh well cant help it .. holidays are here .. been out all along .. okok made some ppl pissed too .. nothing much to update really , just like standard procedure except a few bumps and there other than that nt much .. lalalalalalalalalalalalala (living in my own kingdom) ... haha